sometimes yu just dont know

where yur gonna go in life..
yu jus have to trust that wutever it is yu decide its wut yu truly want..
nuthin ever goes as planned,unless yur extremely lucky i guess...lol
but not many people are.

nuthin really important i guess..

9days

wow its been some timw since iv writtn on this blog site...
its only 9 days til my gf comes down & yet it still feels like.a long way to go..
she'll b here soon enuf tho..
i cant wait to actually have my break off of work alrdy too ,sick n tired of bein there...
i rly cant wait for june tho..thats wen ill have the best time!
hopefully if all goes well ill be there (in england) for 6 mnths! <3
cant wait...

12 daysss.

first off,havent really been on here for a lil bit.
but my girlfriend says i need to get on more,so here i am.

there's only 12 more days til im there in her arms n_n
i cannot wait!
its gonna be the best birtday yet.
well it seems since my 19bday,each yr is gettin better :D
i cannot wait to be in london,its so nerve wrecking! lol
im excited mostly tho.

i jus found out my phone is diconnected..
great shit man!
-_- ... this sux balls!
my moms bf didnt check that i was still on the line i suppose..
shit man :/
idk if tay called now.i dont know if it shows calls..
well actually prolly doesnt.
but can receive text messages,but idk if it wud let me receive tays cus shes over seas..
but iono..
she was on her way to sleep,she seemed kinda upset.
idk why.
im guessin cus we didnt talk on the phone?
iono maybe she was iight.
but she jus told me goodnight
not even i love yu..
hmm anywhoo.
im bouta pick up joey,were goin to the mall..
im so thirsty..
iight.
im ouuut.

ordinary day

today doesnt feel like xmas.
the tree wasnt put up,no decorations & we're all too broke for gifts.
jus feels like an ordinary day.
i did get some news that made things a lil better,my gma is better,whereas before she was in this situation that had me stressed out.
so im really greatful for that.
& even tho im not doin anythin on this day, i am really greatful for the lil things i have.
and where im at.
i've been blessed with an amazing girlfriend,that seems to know how to make every situation better,idk how she does it..lol
i think she secretly has powers,she jus hasnt let me in on it.. :p
im glad everyone seems to be ok.
i wish i cud spend today with people i actually wanted to be surrounded by tho..
sux i wont be.
o well,i shall make the best of it.
im ouut