can't sleep

i feel like i've done sumthin wrong..
like wtf??..
i jus cant sleep & i feel upset,like i shud be mad..
which i guess im kinda feelin..
but iono..
guess jus yesterday wasnt the best of days for most people.
it wasnt all bad
i did get to spend time with my eldest brother,which was nice since i dont see him very much at all
& it was the first time i talked to him bout my girlfriend..
i was still nervous even tho,i know hes know for a long time
ive always jus called them "friends"...
but i jus dont like feelin like im ashamed of my girlfriend,cus im not.
it felt rly nice tho :)
i did go to sleep earlier today,which jus made me wake up late round 10..
then i went bak to sleep and had this horrible nightmare..
everywhere i went,to anyone i went to (was close friends & loved ones in my dream) whatever was followin me hurt them..
idk wut my dreams mean..
did that mean that im some sort of pain to those people..
iono..scared me alot tho & made me feel rly bad wen i woke up,which was round 1
its 4:50 now..
prolly wont get to sleep til bout an hr & im hungry..
but i shudnt eat now..
anyway.. thats my random thoughts for yaa..
im ouut